the meaning of life

ok, so i don't have it all figured out! I'm a 33 year old women, in some city, in some state, in some country on this planet. I watch my miracle babies discover new things and my heart hurts with so much love. If this is how I love my kids and it's only a fraction of how our God loves us........then I realize the meaning of life. He watches us......cheering for us.....crying with us.....pushing us on. Yes, He ultimately can have us do what he wants but the CHOICE to want Him and to love Him is what he seeks. I see it.......a glimpse.......